I’m not handling this at all well. I can’t look at photos or videos of Aishah without my eyes filling up with tears. I don’t often take photos of Josh lately, as much as I love him, because I see him every day. But Aishah and their mother are far away again, home in Cape Town. I love you and miss you, my adorable little girl. Without your arrival three years ago, I may never have got my life in order. I wish you and mommy could have stayed with us a little longer.
This one was taken the evening they (Megan and Aishah) arrived on December 24th:
On Christmas morning:
And on the morning before they left, January 01: (Megan is in this next one. I hope she doesn’t mind. She hates photos of herself apart from selfies, but she looks fine to me.)
I’m a basket case right now. I miss her so.